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Monday, May 31, 2004
nu er: hey..thx gal!! heex..miss ya always!! enjoy ur hols bt rem 2 study oso wor!!
hmm..2day took chi paper..dun tink i can get A le..bt oh well..mayb a B ba..bt dun wanna redo le..so dun reali care le..heex..i gt 2 wrong 4 e 1st sect in paper 2 leh..tt's 4 marks gone..hahahope other sect can pull my paper up..LC n oral can pull my chi up lo.. tt's all i can hope 4..heex..i did wat i could le..oh well..no use cryin or gettin upset over sth tt is over rite? heex..
hmm..2day stuck hm wif sis..bt come 2 tink of it..its nt tt bad le la..mayb go out on other days lo..heex..hope can..
mind blank nw..tc every1!!
piano*gal >.<
as long as u tried..
thinking of you @ 2:44 PM
Sunday, May 30, 2004
hmm..tml chi le..yet i still feel so slack..hw come?! weird..oh well..i doubt i can rem those words..onli e zhao ju..haix..sort of gif up hope though..i tink A is quite hard 2 get 4 mi le..*get realistic gal* mayb i aim 2 high?! oh well..c tml hw lo..
hmm..human is juzso hard 2 plz sometimes..they get wat they wan..den they ask 4 more..nv contented..mayb im like tt..
im so sick of dis blog skin sia..bt dun noe where 2 find nice skin..oh well..cant b bothered anymore..wateva i do..oso nt nice..guess we will nv b happy if we compare rite? oh well..
piano*gal >.<
y r we livin?!
thinking of you @ 4:05 PM
Saturday, May 29, 2004
jo: haha..sori la..cos some1 scolded mi in my blog lo..2angry le..i guess ppl will get vulgar when they get angry..u oso ma..rite?! u scolded F*ck in ur blog oso ma..juz ple u said..ppl change..heex..thx..u oso wor..heex..aiya..bt ur chi so gd..haha..tc..
ppl r juz so hard 2understand sometimes..when u tink tt u noe him/her yet suddenly u realised another part of them..quite confusing..till nw..i oso dun noe myself..wat happen 2 my life?! myself?! e happy-go-lucky gal went where?! she gt lost somewhere if life..mayb..
diff ppl haf dff taste ba..rite? i act ange my blog skin de..bt den ppl say nt nice.. so i put dis 1 back..den lazy 2change e colours everyting..haha..
beta study chi le..tc every1
piano*gal >.<
-= missing*you =-
thinking of you @ 3:17 PM
Friday, May 28, 2004
????:plz lo..dis is MY blog lo..juz in case u dun noe..u stupid ass!! so e person hu shld F*CK OFF is YOU lo..dun b so damn bo liao n anyhw scold ppl lo..esp in their own blog..so juz BACK OFF ya?!
wat e..come in onli saw some1 scold mi..2nd time gt scolded in my own blog lo..irritatin ppl..nth beta 2 do lo..anyway pardon 4 my vulgar..heex..
2day last day of sch le..heex..so happy..bt den i need 2 brush up on my studies oso la.. *bt i doubt i will..heex* mon o lvl chi le..so dead..i haven fin studyin..haha..oh well.. i gt 2 rem those sentence i rem..wish mi luck ppl..haha..*so bhb rite?* anyway ppl takin o lvl..ALL E BEST!!
2day had singin competion in e hall..was quite ok la..haha..bt den was sort of a bit borin..*no offence* bt den i LOVE e last performance man!! haha..they rock!! they sang so nice lo..heex..
k la..beta stop le..dun noe wat more 2say..haha..
piano*gal >.<
~ if u tink u cant do it..den u already lost e battle ~
thinking of you @ 2:13 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2004
4days 2 o lvl chi..
stress..i haven study fin..sianx..tryin 2 rem every ting man..oh well..brain like so full nw..lata muz fin sec4 work le..if nt no time 4 3A..i muz get a A..e most i accept is B3..yeah..
dun noe wat 2 write le..haha..blank brain..onli gt chi words..haha..
piano*gal >.<
-gd luck every1-
thinking of you @ 9:47 AM
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
juz came back nt long ago..haix..my chi gt c5 again..some1 teach mi hw study chi!! i reali cant rem wat i learnt de..haix..sobx..
den my teacher had 2 come n irritate mi lo..dun wanna say e details le..haix..
y is my life always like tt?! when im happy..den tings start 2 get sad n bad 4 mi..hw can i b happy like tt?! i can nv stay happy..2ppl i mayb happy go lucky..i wanna b tt way bt life made it so diff..i noe dun blame life..only gt myself 2 blame rite?! my life s so pathetic..n alone..
stop here..
piano*gal >.<
y m i always alone?! ppl mayb ard mi..bt i still gt tt feelin of loneliness..
thinking of you @ 4:12 PM
Monday, May 24, 2004
hmm..2day gt back fri test paper..haix..quite bad sia..i fail p2 again..argh!! i can nv do well 4 tt lo..sobx..seriously i dun noehw study my chi lo..sianx..wonderin if chi o lvl will b easier..bt doubt so..cos dis yr veri competitive..haix..i juz cant sit down n study..WILL SOME1 HELP MI!!!
i dun noe wat 2 sae le..heex..shall stop here..
piano*gal >.<
nth is impossible..
thinking of you @ 3:27 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
juz nw had piano lesson..heex..quite happy 2day..dun noe y..haha..a bit siao liao..i tink my mood swing reali veri bad sia..haha..nt pms leh..oh well..i can b crazy n laughin my head off 1 min..e next i can b sad n depressed..haha..esp when im alone..in sch nt so bad..cos still gt my frdz..thx ppl 4 always being there..
hmm..piano lesson was nt so bad though i did made lots of mistakes..haha..b4 lesson still can play de lo..w/o seein..haha..oh well..nervous ba..haha..bt i tink i improved le..nt always so nervous le..heex..overcome tt barrier..heex..
tml another chi test..quite sianx of chi le..bt wat 2 do? every1 wanna do well 4 chi o lvl..which is 8more days away!! haha..bt i slackin..i reali dun noe hw study chi lo.. can some1 teach mi?? haha..
piano*gal >.<
no matter hw happy i am..sadness lurks behind..
thinking of you @ 4:25 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
hmm..life is so sianz nowadays..im always like stuck @hm..haix..seriously..i dun noe hw 2 tell my parents i cant study @hm..n no matter hw many hours i put in is no use..cos i nv seem 2 do well..esp my chi..argh!! y cat they juz understand im nt tt guai little innocent gal i once was?! tt i haf changed..haix..guess its so hard 2 understand human huh? even i dun understand myself sometimes..haix..
i gt veri bad mood swings man..1min i can b so happy..so crazy..e next min im like all e way down rite sad..moody..depressed..is it a sign of depression? haha..crazy..oh well.. life sux..bt hu said life was great anyway? i always say we make our life happy outselves bt i always fail..oh well..
piano*gal >.<
-= loneliness is always my shadow =-
thinking of you @ 2:21 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
hmm..thx dotter..4 e pressie..heex..love it..heex..nvm if its late leh..cos u gt e heart 2 gif can le..so ya..dun worry abt it..heex..oh take ur time wif e letter..2day gt free period so i reply fast..heex..
fr thur onwards till tue..we gg 2 haf e full paper of chi man..haha..stress!! bt beta.. cos @ least they conc on chi 1st..1st time im happy wif wat e sch is doin..haha..oh well still gt councillor stuff 2 do though..veri sickening leh..its like y cant let e sec3 do le? if they dun learn hw can we ever step down? if they dun learn..we step down oso no use ma rite? they will still struggle..mrs chan say 2 teach them so tt they can let us go..its like sometings cant b taught de lo..they gt 2 learn themselves..some more our o lvl chi is 2wks away!! oh well..nvm i guess quite simple jobs..bt i reali hope e sch do wat they say they will do abt e sec4 councillors..cos i dun c any changes in our suty tings..we still gt norm duty n all..n some of e councillors still haf 2 plan n all..no offence..bt it's wat i feel..
piano*gal >.<
study hard!! (=^.^=)
thinking of you @ 3:14 PM
Monday, May 17, 2004
2day go sch..quite sianx..bt since when was sch fun away? haha..hmm..come 2 tink of it i had more fun time in pri sch den sec sch..haha..oh well..mayb cos when we r young we r more innocent..n wanted fun more den gettin boy crazy..upset n emotional over tings.. 2day mi, xiao wei n julia talkin abt pri sch time..wah..suddenly miss pri sch even more sia..reali had wonderful memories..though oso gt bad la..haha..we grow up..those memories will always remain in our mind n hearts..no matter where we r rite? hope my pri sch frdz r great nw..esp those ilost contact wif..stay happy ppl..
yest tot my amaths file gt lost sia..scare e hell out of mi..haha..oh well..den 2day go sch find..thx ah yen..*smilex* 4 findin it wif mi..
time reali files..o lvl chi is like 14daysdays away!! my chi oso quite bad sia..oh well den next is piano exam..den is o lvl!! bt den..it will b hols n fun time 4 mi aft o lvl heex..o lvl seems so near yet e nice time aft tt seems so far..oh well..hahatt time wil still eventually come..heex..
piano*gal >.<
-silent cries-
thinking of you @ 3:27 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
yen: heyx..thx..heex..sort of didnt c julia's bag..den sit there le lazy move..haha yupx..heex..okiez..i will u take care oso ya? heex..
mayu: thx dar..4 standin up 4mi..luv ya 2..huggies..muackx..
nette*: haha..thx..stay happy..oh u look great in ur new hairstyle..heex..
2day was sort of a bad day 4 mi..oh well..nw nt so bad le ba..mayb cos of pms.. tots juz ran in my head..haix..b4 bath..stayed in e toilet cry..oh well..keep tellin myself cant cry le..bt tears juz came..cry baby hor? oh well..
btw..juz nw came in had a shock an imposter come scold mi in my own blog..wat is dis? wat e hell..haha..confirm nt my frdz de..i trust my frdz..n if e person is my frd will noe i always say myself ugly n stupid..so i dun haf 2 look into e mirror..n i hate ppl hu act..so y shld i act sweet n chio?! so do more useful tings den juz go ard n scold ppl provided u r like wat u say abt others..
shall stop here..dun wan my tots 2 run wild again..haha..take care every1 >.<
piano*gal >.<
-life is so torturin..it's so hard 2 b human-
thinking of you @ 9:40 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
wah..blogger website change..haha..nice worx..heez..
finally added my frdz in msn..haha..sori ppl..
dis few days gone crazy wif xiao wei..haha..bt im scared leh..scared 2 get 2 close den e frdship dies off again..noe wat i mean? haix..i noe i shld nt bother..n live 2 best of our frdship..aiya..bt still gt tt feelin..haha..oh well..as long as there r great times rite? heex..hmm..she is more e adventurous type..haha..nvm..do sth new is oso beta de always walk ard in malls doin nth..rite? hmm..nt sayin walkin ard malls is bad la..it gifs u time 2 b wif ur frdz..heex..juz mayb haf more fun..quite sianx..when everytime u go out n do e same ting always rite? haha..jie..i'll keep my promise abt our cyclin trip haha..bt it will b dragged..sori..heex..o lvl comin le..heex..muz jia you 2gether k?heex
2day gt back amaths test..haha..my marks was ok la..nt even a A sia..haha..bt happy tt i pass can le..our class gt 8passes..improve le..keep it up ppl!! heex..bt i tink my emaths will @ most juz pass onli..haha..oh well..failure is nt avoidable..rite? heex.. muz look @ it in a positive light..
juz nw made jelly..heex..quite happy..haha..lata go eat..heex..k la..i stop here quite long le..haha..
piano*gal >.<
-there r times when we will fall..stand up again..im sure there r ppl 2 catch u when u fall..dun dull in them 2long-
thinking of you @ 4:33 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2004
hmm..tml another day os sch le..so tirin..bt wat 2 do? i tink i prefer dis way den examz..less stressful..bt useful..@ least i gt study..n my class ppl oso startin 2 guai le..gt study..heex..
haven been studyin chi..cos of e other subx..sianx..act quite scared chi o lvl la..cos my chi sux..its like we study so many words come out onli like 5words..haix..bt ok la..total is 10marks..gif away de e marks..so muz do well 4 tt section..den zao ju(sentence makin) oso..bt i always 4get e meanin..hw 2 pass like tt..my close passage another prob..compre is muz understand de..so i need my paper1 2 help le..oral leh..reali sux..haha..cant speak chi 4 nuts..dun noe y oso..oh well..
tml gt another ss 'test' haha..lata muz write fin my notes..wah..cant believe i can fit 1whole chap into a piece of paper..haha lata gt piano lesson..nv prac my scales again..oh well..i hate scales..i tink out of everyting..i onli like e playin of pieces part.. bt i can nv seem 2 play well..haha..nvm..prac more..i muz do well dis time!!
piano*gal >.<
haf confidence in everyting u do..
thinking of you @ 10:52 AM
Friday, May 07, 2004
jn: haha..thx..yupx..muz study ma..haha..u take care ya? n stay happy always >.<]
jesmine: wah..haha..yes mother, yes mother..i will study..haha..bleahx..hmm..stay happy ya??
wah..veri long nv update le..haha..sori..been quite bz n tired..haha..dis 2wks 3pm den fin sch sia..come hm so tired..dun noe hw come oso..norm sch days oso abt dis time den fin sch ma..haha..weird..everyda gt 3sub onli..each 2hrs..haha..2day bio lesson was so borin lo..some more 1st period sia!!haha..den was phy..den chem prac..die lo..it was a test..den i fail le..haha heat e ting rite..it became yellow when my other frdz was clear..so me n xiao wei decided reheat..den i reheat was worse.. haha..cos e splint fell into e test tube (muz check 4 wat gas produce) haha..den..i juz leave it lo..haha..den juz cont till fin..e prac was ok la..if u noe hw do..den 1hr fin e prac..my teacher say we doin e organic chem test..im like shit lo..my whole class nv learn lo..mayb those guai gals onli la..haha..den every1 tichum de..haha..sure fail le..den was emaths..had lesson..mr prakash revised wif us..den lata came out test..haha..another test again..den do le..confirm fail le..haha..was quite diff lo..it came out more on other topics den e topics they asked us 2 learn lo..nt fair..oh well..den go hm le..
2day nori jie bday!! HAPPY BDAY GAL!! haha..i 4gt 2 go 4 her mini celebration durin our break..haha..den heard tt they pour water on her..haha..poor sis..bt she had fun can le la..heex..den mi n xiao wei bought her chocolates..haha..hope she will like them..*HuGx my jie* heex..stay happy always!!
hmm..dis 3days had a lot of test sia..2amaths tests..den chem..den chem prac..den emaths..den ss oso..wah..haha..1st time i studied 4 all sia..except chem..cos didnt noe it was 2day..tot was e 1hr period tt lesson den test..next wk gt another chem test..on everyting!! die lo..haha..den gt ss..need 2 squeeze all e notes on e chap in 1 paper sia! hw m i suppose 2 do tt?? haha..oh well..hmm..still gt wat test?? oh well..haha..
mrs tan is restin @ hm nt..hope she is ok..dun noe wat happen 2 her..no1 is willing 2 tell us..oh well..tt day heard she in hospital..scared mi..MRS TAN!! WE 4H MISS YOU LOTS!! GET WELL SOON!!
piano*gal >.<
so tired of life..esp wif myself..
thinking of you @ 5:04 PM
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